an eye on me

2007-05-13T21:25:00.000+08:00

shifted.

http://ruixianrocks.wordpress.com

2007-05-10T21:38:00.000+08:00

jul, i am not biased too! :)
as shown.

work work work.

party mambo party mambo party mambo.

rashes rashes rashes.

and then off day! :))

2007-05-07T01:33:00.000+08:00

i wish grandma will get well soon!

2007-05-05T18:22:00.000+08:00

http://rose-closet.livejournal.com

2007-05-04T21:42:00.000+08:00

out again! this time to suntec! having a headache choosing outfit!

started off with the long-awaited cheesy lunch!

*the sinful indulgence!

and then continued on with shopping and more shopping!

shopping partner of the day:

yea! my lovely sister! look alike?

we actually shopped the whole of cityhall, and my legs are still aching from yesterday's shop! tsk! the shops have not pretty much changed since the last time i went. sister was shopping for working clothes and i was shopping for nice stuffs, didn't get much stuffs anyway, because i was broke! i needa start work, like soon!

-peekaboos at the buys-

i have somewhat gotten a rough idea of what's in fashion now, i see it selling in shops, see so many people wearing it and see so many people buying. yea, you know, that style. i want to get hot pink leggings! doesn't sound too practical yeh. i know but i like! gee.

off to bath!

2007-05-04T01:31:00.000+08:00

busy busy busy. busy flushing away money! :(

morning 1000, interview. arrived at 955. good start! and i got the job immediately! not a very nice shirt they gave me though, so small sized. but well, it's imported from paris, and erm, second-handed. what is there more to grumble?

after the interview, thought that i might take some time to walk around chinatown and discover some worthy treasures, but alas, no finds but a heavy downpour.

went to meet jiesung after that.

no doubt this picture is photoshopped, because we didn't take any pictures today! haha ha. i really love hanging out with jiesung, she's the bestest real friend i could ever get! she simply voices out everything on her mind, and says the truest thing. i heart meeting her man!

and then time was still early to meeting jieen and wendy so i walked around first. man, now i am so damn sick of bugis, keeping away for some time! but i did get the jellies, getting more!

and so i went down earlier to somerset although we were only supposed to meet at 1900. i reached at 1815. record-breaking! early for 3 times a day in a row! wow, in fact i gave a lota time allowance today. over-estimated. as a result, i kept waiting. i hate waiting! and some random shots squashed into one picture for today.

and the jieen-wendy-me session! updates and dined!

old friends deserve a sepia tone!

I AM SO TIRED! OFF TO BED!

2007-05-02T21:35:00.000+08:00

3 cheers!

i bet so many people are like me now, exam-free! and all-so-ready to slack and slug!

monday marked the end of the NBS year1.

the year in nbs wasn't good, i didn't enjoy much.

was i too caught up with other stuffs or was i too plain lazy?

i shall reflect soon. haha ha.

anyway, went gym after the last paper and hit town.

the last time i went town was weeks ago, so by right, there should be so much things to see and buy. but by left, i wasn't in the least tempted by what i saw, much less to buy anything that i really liked. so ended up buying nothing and eating a hearty dinner! slurps.

labour day was indeed labour day. i was doing labour the whole afternoon, packing up hall and moving back home. such trouble, trouble. packing up wasn't that bad. unpacking was the worst. i wonder why i have so much things more as compared to when i first moved there, so much so that my room doesn't have space for my hall stuffs, thus i'll just chuck them aside first. as usual.

the mess-

alas, dear mum bought me blue bedsheet. according to the fortune-teller, blue is lucky, for me. and blue bedsheet is supposed to help me sleep better. and poor brother gets blue bedsheets too.

haha ha. well, i will evaluate on the blue bedsheet again two weeks later. but hopefully i won't get monday blues.

the cheesy blue bedsheet-

i want a job real soon, i want moolahs! anyone has any lobang must tell me!

hotmail is so advanced now! it looks like outlook and there is 2gb of inbox coupled with added security! it is so good!! But higher security would mean harder to retrieve password when you lose it :(

whizzing off to tv! chaos!

2007-04-30T02:24:00.000+08:00

K.O.-ed.

sleeptime.

yay!

done in 8 more hours!

2007-04-29T11:27:00.000+08:00

*yawn

so tired.

seminar eleven only. )):

2007-04-28T19:09:00.001+08:00

i am so full! after eating $%&*()(*%$$&&@(*)(#@ food!

and it's 28-april-2004 today, class birthday!

happy birthday everyone!

all of you are greatest gifts one could ever ask for!

dug out this super old picture.
erm. don't think the whole class is in it, but it's the only near-full attendance class picture i have in my com now, gotta dig out all those old pictures some day!

somehow i miss long hair ):

i have forgotten how it feels like to have the tresses. boohoo.

i want my hair back!!

seminar 9, way to go!

2007-04-27T15:09:00.000+08:00

quick entry before moving on to seminar 5!

just back from gym! so glad i went today, was kinda lazy to go in the morning because i woke up late, but decided to because of the "bloated" tummy. :(

i'm having an alba body soon!

i want abs! and the lean long lanky legs and the muscles at the arms and a superbly healthay bod!

i am drooling.

so i stumbled across this online virtual model thing, that allows you to create someone who looks like your figure now and a model that has the ideal figure you want, and so i did it! Doesn't show much difference leh, how come?

moreover, i can't seem to find any clothes for the models, so there they are.

hahaha.

the virtual models aren't too bad uhs, got short hair, like me! and the figures aren't very reflective, quite untrue, get it?

now i have a dream. i want to be a personal trainer, and so i will start training now, and at the end of my university years, i will go apply for the personal trainer license! I want it! Minor in Gym-logy, sounds good uhs.

ok dope, back to seminar 5 and lee hon sing!

2007-04-27T01:12:00.000+08:00

you know i always wonder.

why things happen?

why do flowers bloom?

why so cute?

and why so mighty.

everything happens for a reason, is it? do we make things happen or do they just happen? will daring to do something change anything? will we know what will happen just by praying or visiting a fortune teller? will we score if we don't shoot? why am i still at seminar 4 when 2 full days have passed? why do i also think that i will miss exams after exams? why do i wish that some things hadn't happened? why do i think about the past? why do i brood about the future? why isn't everything preplanned? and WHY AM I SO LAZY?

random thoughts//

2007-04-26T12:45:00.000+08:00

wah.

this is really bad. no seminars done yesterday. merely online shopping. all the sprees are so addicitve. no moolahs though. SIGHH.

intended to go gym this morning, but overslept. no choice, have to put revising in the first placem and maybe online shopping second? BAD.

listening to lectures bore me. they also make all the zits and the dark eyebags come out.

aweful//life is colourless//

2007-04-25T20:17:00.000+08:00

arggh. no way, this shouldn't be happening!

woke up at 0800.

gym-ed at 0830.

ate at 1030.

surf net at 1100.

ate at 1800.

surf net at 1830.

what's this man, next paper is monday! and i didn't even studied a teeny weeny bit of fm today?

still at tut 1. i dislike online lectures! they tempt me to surf the internet!

grrrrrr.

2007-04-25T14:13:00.000+08:00

i want this, its gorgeous!

Have already ordered, but stocks expected to come on mid-may, which is a long wait!

Visit http://stores.ebay.com/EclubStyle and let me know if your want any swimwears from there, sells both one piece and two piece types! Good buys! :)

2007-04-25T13:25:00.000+08:00

i have decided to turn this into a photoblog because i like photoshop so much! not exactly a pure photoblog, maybe with some words or some grumbles.

blogger reignite!

i thank blogspot for not giving up on me.

YAY!

apologies for being too narcissist sometimes.

I'm loving it!

2006-08-26T15:03:00.000+08:00

i was struck hard yesterday.

by how sick i was;

by how my brains couldn't work;

by how my limits were pushed again;

by how guilty i felt for doing all those things;

by how uncontrollable i let my tempers run wild;

by how things go wrong and wrong-er just in a fit of anger;

by myself.

2006-08-06T22:57:00.000+08:00

just a little little update..

life's good. gee.

back from bintan.

moving on to NTU.

:)(:

2006-06-13T13:27:00.000+08:00

A series of fortunate events.

Saturday marked the last day of work stint at Lawry's the Prime Rib Singapore.

*kiss goodbye

after which i met up with shiqi and jieen. had lunch at Bakerzin and the food is so yummylicious!

and it was night cycling at night! all 11 of us set off at around 12plus from ecp. route was towards town. gee. :))

and for presents..

First of all, from family..

from my 2804 babes..

from yimin, jenni and sh..

from jiesung the princess..

and The Cathay was oh-so-big! digital type of animated films also have really great effects!

well, that's about that for this weekend!

tata^

2006-06-09T17:43:00.000+08:00

you know there's only this one thing in my life now. my life is revolving around it. my emotions are tied with it. my time is all spent with it.

now, i love it.

2006-06-04T23:53:00.000+08:00

i'm still working, still happy!!

pretty dress from Forever21. pity it was too short.

pretty face before going to chill out with yimin and hmiens.

i decided i won't touch salads again. :(

2006-05-26T17:26:00.000+08:00

something just hit me.
i shouldn't be doing all this. i have to set my priorities right. afterall i don't think it will last.
it won't i guess.

though i hope it will.

2006-05-21T16:39:00.000+08:00

a long-awaited entry finally.

i've changed from a Lawry's server to a Lawry's office girl. 10am-6pm. you might think how great are the working hours and stuffs. but try being in there, i hate the regimentation.

Rui Xian,

in your Cinderella story, you'd get to Live Happily Ever After
When it comes to setting goals, you're not afraid to reach high. How else would you explain wanting to be the belle of the ball, winning the heart of the prince, showing those evil stepsisters who's boss, and ruling the kingdom? You're a girl with goals, and you go after them.

2006-05-02T20:50:00.000+08:00

mood: poetrical

Alone
From childhood's hour I have not been As others were;

I have not seen As others saw;

I could not bring My passions from a common spring.

From the same source I have not taken My sorrow;

I could not awaken My heart to joy at the same tone;

And all I loved, I loved alone.

Then- in my childhood, in the dawn Of a most stormy life- was drawn From every depth of good and ill The mystery which binds me still: From the torrent, or the fountain,

From the red cliff of the mountain, From the sun that round me rolled In its autumn tint of gold,

From the lightning in the sky As it passed me flying by,

From the thunder and the storm, And the cloud that took the form (When the rest of Heaven was blue)

Of a demon in my view.

-Edgar Allan Poe

Of Pearls and Stars
The pearly treasures of the sea,
The lights that spatter heaven above,
More precious than these wonders are
My heart-of-hearts filled with your love.
The ocean's power, the heavenly sights
Cannot outweigh a love filled heart.
And sparkling stars or glowing pearls
Pale as love flashes, beams and darts.
So, little, youthful maiden come
Into my ample, feverish heart
For heaven and earth and sea and sky
Do melt as love hath melt my heart.
- Heinrich Heine

Road Not Taken, The
Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,

And sorry I could not travel both And be one traveler, long I stood And looked down one as far as I could To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair And having perhaps the better claim, Because it was grassy and wanted wear;

Though as for that, the passing there Had worn them really about the same, And both that morning equally lay In leaves no step had trodden black Oh, I kept the first for another day!

Yet knowing how way leads on to way, I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh Somewhere ages and ages hence: Two roads diverged in a wood, and I -- I took the one less traveled by,

And that has made all the difference.

- Robert Lee Frost

2006-04-28T01:17:00.000+08:00

watched this today;

well, i believed the plot could have been better. but company was great. comfortable;

i've been eating like a monster nowadays. helpp! i don't want to be 4 years pregnant!!

2006-04-26T23:25:00.000+08:00

today i was supposed to be on mc. but, i still went back to work. conscience hit me yesterday. *guilty

went ktv in the morning with sh and jul. it was upon my request!

2006-04-25T13:43:00.000+08:00

i spotted this when i was eating at the foodcourt today. and i thought it looked pretty. yes, it still does.

i'm taking a break now, but i'm happy! i wonder if my allergy is a blessing in disguise.

*teeheehee.

2006-04-21T12:35:00.000+08:00

now i have to rethink; whether there is a possibility of it happening;

you and me;

i just hope that all my tomorrows are better than my yesterdays; can it be??

2006-04-15T11:04:00.000+08:00

i guess the faster you like something, the faster you're gonna lose interest in it yea?

i'm a speed-dater;

and i seriously need to make time for my family and friends. i have to. but each week seems to get packer and i only got one off-day! the company management is bad, very bad.

2006-04-12T23:43:00.000+08:00

some people run round the entire globe only to find themselves still returning to the starting point empty-handed.

some people stay at the same place only to find the whole world surrounding them.

dont ever give me the creeps and say you want me again.

it's something i don't want to go through but am going through it all over again.

2006-04-11T00:17:00.000+08:00

wasn't in a pretty mood today.

pushed; and repelled;

what's more?

2006-04-09T01:06:00.000+08:00

i hate it when guys treat me good. i fall for them damn easily. it happened once, and it's gonna happen again.

take love far away from me;

2006-04-08T01:13:00.000+08:00

i yearned for a working environment where people are of around my age and frequency. and to think i actually found it. :D

and i'm getting really pissed with some people. yes, SOME people.

2006-04-05T00:29:00.000+08:00

i love work.

i really love work!

i really love sue, wendy, mona, iskandar, fifi, anba, dean, cody, safian, andi, jessie,regine and jack.

i missed out some. i'll grow to like them soon? haha

2006-04-04T01:04:00.000+08:00

nowadays is work. work. and more work;

but it's really fun i guess. first time i'm actually working in the f&b line - waitressing. first time i'm using a lighter. first time i opened a bottle of wine. first time i learn to communicate with so many kinds of people. first time i've been eating chicken for 6days a week. first time i tried such fabulous cream of corn. and i'm very sure there are many more first times to come. haha.

cheers to lawry's!

life is packed and rich. chill//

2006-03-29T00:27:00.000+08:00

i'm starting to hate all my friends.

fuck them//

2006-03-27T00:31:00.000+08:00

happening.

life's great. life's great.haha.

happy birthday huizi, our love;

2006-03-24T01:26:00.000+08:00

today 4 people said that i look 20-odd. is it so?

i think it's my hair. and the make-up. don't know why, just feel like styling up these days. haha. is this hiao-ness? maybe i just want more attention.

i bumped into a guy called cheewee in woodlands dental polyclinic thrice! which is too much of coincidence. first time he came, was with his mother. his mum was like begging me to register him to do filling although it was very near the closing time already. second time, he came into my dentist's room when i was working as a dental assistant. and yesterday, first time i went back to find them after eons, i saw the cheewee again! not that i'm very excited over that or what, but it's really too much of fate uhs. like how i wasn't supposed to be at the polyclinic yesterday. it was meant for blading yesterday but i overslept. so i decided to go to find my colleagues for brunch after so many weeks. and i bumped into him, for the third time. i don't think singapore is small. it's really fate.

i am not interested in him or what, but it really stunned me by the amount of coincidence. haha.

i'm learnt how to do Lawry's famous Original Spinning Bowl Salad today and i cut the Yorkshire Pudding. tomorrow is baked potatoes! training is fun with food!!

2006-03-20T23:30:00.000+08:00

job-hunting again. was hoping to find a higher pay job but in vain. instead we took a lot of pictures at paragon - toilet.

hair of the day;

pals for the day;

the vast height difference;

squats;

miniature us;

went down to lawry's for training. wanted to back out last minute but since i was already at the entrance, i went in. turned out to be rather fun and interesting! i'm looking forward to tomorrow.

watched this.

i need to sleep already*

2006-03-18T23:32:00.000+08:00

i am still me. haha.

2006-03-18T01:46:00.000+08:00

yesterday was blades. pure 6hours of blading. nice.except that ecp was waaay too crowded, for it was a school holiday week. quite a number of cute guys around, and the professional bladers were stunning.

today was ktv and some styling and job interview.

doing some supposedly cool poses.

taking some sneak pose with bestfren.

helping jieen makeover. i got the stylist look uhs.

heavy camwhoring.

doing some model pose. or do they look like?

and so the day ended with me clinching a position of a waitress at Lawry's restaurant, Paragon. pay is good. but hope that i pass the training and the so-called test.

nightnight;

2006-03-15T18:08:00.000+08:00

today sucked.

drafted up my scholarship till 5a.m. yesterday. as a result, i couldn't wake up in time for tuition today. and my student is such a pain in a neck. i have to admit that the reason i am still teaching this student is because of the moo lah.

i was late for first job training today. that job is really sucky man. fancy walking around on orchard road begging for people to do surveys. oh boy, not my cup of tea. but the pay is indeed very high. attractive pay, but not an inspiring job scope. The trainer, Suresh was indeed motivating but still, i really hate this kind of job.

the only good thing that happened today was, i saw this guy on the mrt. he really really looked like the taller version of Andrew. yes, that was the only good thing that happened today.

2006-03-13T23:47:00.000+08:00

i'm missing someone very terribly. very.

i want to know how you are doing over there. i want to know when you are coming back.

on the other hand, i had better start letting go all over again. one side is telling me to just be friends, the other side still tells me to want you.

HOW??

2006-03-12T02:50:00.000+08:00

oh man. i really got to blog this all down.

i'm just so glad i went down. sort of got a few answers to my questions and i now know roughly what's going on!

*happyhappyhappy

2006-03-07T23:20:00.000+08:00

it's just funny how mood swings.

just yesterday and the past few days i was feeling all the blues, yet today was just so great!

lazy to write out what i did today, but was just purely 6hours plus of blading with yimin, cheng hua and huimien. and catching up catching up. i love it.

i've forgot what i have done over the past few weeks but here are just some random photos.
:)
and everything's gonna change back to normal after 12march. i'm kind of looking forward to it.
:))

2006-02-26T00:00:00.000+08:00

shees.

asian aerospace was such a disappointment. two thumbs down. everything was so like the o4 one, even the displays and the LOCATION of the displays. they must have left it there for like two years. and mood wasn't good. my jealousy syndrome came back. sucks.

CHILLING out with my dearest xiao mei, juliana is really great. i love her! she's like so small and cute! hahs. i seriously like catching up with all my friends. i think friends are the ones that i can really trust and pour out all my woes to. and tomorrow's got to be so fun!

F-U-N

2006-02-22T10:54:00.000+08:00

*the highly contagious blade disease

2006-02-21T19:58:00.000+08:00

give me a slight push and happiness level will reach maximum;

:)

2006-02-18T23:58:00.000+08:00

splendidsplendidsplendid*

with such a delightful saturday daylife, who would opt for a saturday nightlife clubbing away?

spent first half of my day teaching tuition and i realised that tuition actually becomes fun when you're not tired. i used to be so overwhelmed by fatigue that going to tuition seems so much of a chore and i seriously do not deserve the money i am getting. you see, others go for tuition prepared, having all the assignments ready for their students bah bah. but me? i don't even bring along a red pen. i've even thought of bringing along an alarm clock, which goes off at the end of the tuition. kill me.i really have to be more serious in whatever i do, learn to take things in a stricter tone. -shakes head-

and in the late afternoon, i went blading again! yes yes! blading is just so splendid. we went to some park to blade, which is a great place for blading strongly recommended by qi. and after blading we went for a sumptuous dinner at taste of thai. yumps. i love my girls.

2006-02-17T23:18:00.000+08:00

my life has been splashed around. all in a mess. money. clubbing. working. relationships. all of which i hate. and all of which will end with effect from today.

yesterday was spent at home because i had a very serious case of rashes all over my body. yea. those bloody red patches which are nonethelessly utmost itchy. all thanks to the alcohol addict. but no no, no more alcohol anymore. maybe a little wouldn't kill? hehs.

and i declare freedom ever since my job stint ended on wednesday. want to go out? jio me as soon as possible! i'm so free nowadays, but pretty preoccupied with my blades!

yay! another big news is, i finally bought my k2 blades!
finally something which i can put in all my time and effort. and moolah. went east coast to blade today and it was so freakingly fun. life like that rocks. and my face got so red i'm loving it! woots.and east coast has got those police force guys training there in the morning. they're really hot with their builds and tan. my boyfriend has got to be one of those!

but life like that makes me broke. moolah moolahs roll in soon!

2006-02-11T00:14:00.000+08:00

work is getting lovely, and i'm kind of sad it's gonna end all so soon. *boohoo* it is really fun hanging out with the staffs there. simon's time of the month came today and it turned into a hilarious saga. muahaha.

after work, went to buy blades with yilin and qi. woots. looked around suntec but didn't really find any good ones. in the end, we called up alvin, the blade-pro. fortunately we called him. and fortunately he was around the area, thus he came down to meet us to help us choose blades. now, we've roughly an idea what we're gonna get, but i'm actually afraid there isn't my size. sighs. and we're getting K2 blades! they are having a buy 1 free 1 promotion!

then, on our way back, upon reaching the mrt station, i realised that i lost my wallet. most probably i left it at carl's junior. went back there and found it.the staffs there are really honest i would say! then again, i didn't really care much about losing the things inside my wallet. what was on my mind were the

geisha movie tickets.

now, i have to follow my heart..

2006-02-06T21:47:00.000+08:00

juin wei says everyone is having monday blues today. i didn't believe it at first but i think it is indeed contagious. i ended my day with a monday flu, guess i want to take leave tomorrow. excuses.

omg. i fell asleep during work again today and simon had to wake me up. how very embarassing.
-blushes-

went to watch Fearless after work with yilin . it wasn't a boring show, but i don't know why and how i fell asleep. this just goes to show how tired i am, even after a weekend break. hence, i shan't comment on the show, but the show is quite meaningful. i think.

i shall snooze early tonight. after my tv programme_

2006-02-05T23:53:00.000+08:00

yoohoo*

went blading at ecp today with yilin. it was so super enriching and fun! like two noobs going to blade at ecp without any guidance from any professionals. but somehow we made it over the humps and road. we conquered ecp! with a lot of bumps and falls. gees. and we're gonna make blading a weekly thing! yays! i am so excited because blading is like really fun, especially when you get the hang of it! i am actually comtemplating to get blades, well it's like i'm already planning to get my blades this friday. tsk tsk.

after that cabbed down to my uncle's place for dinner. food again. sighs! nevertheless, it was sumptuous!

my sister just passed me a book on military aircrafts. that book, i've been wanting to borrow it for ages but had not have the time to go down for it. it just made my day. :)

work again tomorrow. a big SIGH.

2006-02-04T23:19:00.000+08:00

my clique. i like.people have been telling me i've put on weight. i refuse to believe it, but the mirror has proved me otherwise. i'm gonna get a personal trainer! i want to go gym! i want an alba body.

and i know i procrastinate a lot. and i am very lazy. i want to turn over a new leaf! i want to put in more responsibility and effort into whatever i do. well, at least i hope to do so.

*ice wine

2006-02-02T22:28:00.000+08:00

i just realised everyone's feeling the same way i'm feeling too now. and i've finally to make the best out of my current situation. face it with the positive attitude. make everything look so so interesting. well, job has been better with assisting a new dentist. a male dentist definitely has much more crap. or maybe, it's two male dentists that spells fun//

met up with mingren for lunch today. lucky he met up with me, else i'll be dining alone because all the staffs were having this clinic meeting. and he filled me up with all his army stuffs. and he wore a sleeveless shirt. like wow. hahs. finally something to show off.

i'm going for diving trip. to perhentian, an island in malaysia that is not so commercialised. introduced to me by one of the dentist who strongly recommended the dive master there! i'm calling out for one or two more takers.
and i'm gonna do volunteery work. at imh.

*chills

2006-01-31T19:04:00.000+08:00

in this technology-savvy world, it's good to be pushed into the rural areas once in a while to sort out your thoughts and to take a breather from the hustles and bustles of singapore life.

well, i did so. or did i?

this cny trip back to malaysia was good. visited more relatives than usual, thus it wasn't so boring afterall. and my uncle enlighted me a lot on my future too. it was fruitful, except for the flies and insects flying around.

and tomorrow, it's back to work. i hate it.

i'm thinking of going into isolation soon. i'm still clinging on to this thought, for nothing interests me anymore now. i have to find another reason in life for me to live on. i have to find another direction in life.

out of this world//

2006-01-26T23:46:00.000+08:00

what a hectic week.

yesterday went town to shop with my sister. got a top. yeas. nowadays the tops that i'm getting are so not me anymore. guess it's more or less under the influence of friends. especially yilin!

today went for tuition followed by a night time shopping at sheng siong for food! yays. this is one hell of a great shopping trip. some crazy shopping where you just grab everything you want. and for once, even if my parents grumble at the amount of tidbits we take, they'll still pay for it. simply because, it is chinese new year!

chinese new year is coming. my, how fast. and soon it'll be gone.

*poof

2006-01-25T00:36:00.000+08:00

work today is boring. in fact, work is getting more boring. sighs.

and my socialising skills are like downgrading like hell. help.

caught memoirs of a geisha today.

movie was ok, company was good. hahs. but the geishas were pretty.

-signs off

2006-01-18T00:21:00.000+08:00

i just caught a phrase:

Life is simply interesting because there is no way we can repeat it.

it's actually a translation from chinese, so there might be a loss of meaning somewhere. but it's still quite meaningful and true i think. gee.

//

today at work was bad. felt sick in the morning. or rather, it was pure fatigue. lunchtime wasn't really good. but food does perk me up a teensy bit. sometimes i just like to be quiet. so quiet so much so that no one even realises my presence. yea, tell me, this is not me. i'm just not myself these days.

on a happier note, i went shopping at bugis today. again. my monetary resources are depleting so fast. help. i bought (1,2,3,4,5,6) yea, 6 earrings, and (1,2) yea,2 watches. hahs. somehow, i just love to have excess stuffs, just for backup purpose. my sister on the other hand, had a very fruitful trip. a bag + sneakers + cd + sports bra. 3 out of the 4 things she bought was handy to me. the only one that i couldn't share it with her is.. (yea, figure it out yourself). =p that's what sisters are for, helping each other spend money and sharing things!

i just suddenly felt so glad to have known jason. hahahas.

2006-01-17T01:14:00.000+08:00

something just struck hard on me.

i'm gonna resign to fate. i'm gonna walk out of a route that has no ending, no surprises, no happiness. no whats not.

i have to.

leave it as a memory now.

2006-01-16T22:43:00.000+08:00

went to meet jiesung after work again. yes, again. we've been meeting up much recently. and there's got to be more of it coming up. the timeslots for elizabeth town wasn't suitable so we decided for In Her Shoes.cameron diaz is really hot. *sizzles* no dudes in the show. but pretty much of the babe. and the killer legs. Like a good poem, the story blindsides us with the turn it takes right at the end. a show that i would recommend. yeas.

i carry your heart with me (i carry it in my heart)
i am never without it(anywhere i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done by
only me is your doing,my darling)
i fear no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)
i want no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the sky of a
tree called life;which grows higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)

- e.e. cummings

2006-01-16T00:21:00.000+08:00

a call-out to all dog lovers.

a jack russell is out for adoption.

General Appearance
The Jack Russell Terrier was developed in the south of England in the 1800's as a white terrier to work European red fox both above and below ground. The terrier was named for the Reverend John Russell, whose terriers trailed hounds and bolted foxes from dens so the hunt could ride on. To function as a working terrier, he must possess certain characteristics: a ready attitude, alert and confident; balance in height and length; medium in size and bone, suggesting strength and endurance. Important to breed type is a natural appearance: harsh, weatherproof coat with a compact construction and clean silhouette. The coat is broken or smooth. He has a small, flexible chest to enable him to pursue his quarry underground and sufficient length of leg to follow the hounds. Old scars and injuries, the result of honorable work or accident, should not be allowed to prejudice a terrier's chance in the show ring, unless they interfere with movement or utility for work or breeding.

Characteristics
Bold and friendly. Athletic and clever. At work he is a game hunter, tenacious and courageous. At home he is playful, exuberant and overwhelmingly affectionate. He is an independent and energetic terrier and requires his due portion of attention. He should not be quarrelsome. Shyness should not be confused with submissiveness. Submissiveness is not a fault.

well, apparently if no one wants to adopt it, it will be sent off to SPCA. this is just too cruel.

someone accept it please!!

please leave behind your contact number at the comments bar if you're interested. you're very much appreciated!

2006-01-14T23:02:00.000+08:00

i met siew hui after work. seekie called shortly later to say that she'll be going down to east coast to blade too. yay. in the end i rented a blade and the guards were like so damn smelly. i still have the smell now. yucks. seekie looks so cute when she's blading. wahahas. but thanks a lot seek! for holding on to me for so long. and did i mention, i went down to east coast park to learn blading today. FUN! although i pick up things quite slowly, but somehow i like the falling down part although it was very embarassing. and we've also decided to meet up every saturday to blade. yay! i love my friends. a big THANK YOU to siewhui also. for being there right beside me and holding fingers with me for like 100min out of the 120min i bladed. yilin was a fast learner, picked up quite a lot in an hour. but at least i have a companion with me for learning. :) i'm thinking of getting blades now. someone stop me please, i know it's a moment of folly again.

i'm missing someone now..

2006-01-09T17:48:00.000+08:00

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

and more//

You are a very serious person. You tend to be quiet and well behaved, and you don't have a great deal of self-confidence. You prefer to be alone rather than with friends and that could make you a little less interesting to certain types of guys. You are very attractive in an individual kind of way, and this means it can take people a little while to get to like you.
You don't really care about other people's feelings. You do things the way you want and usually think only about yourself. You are easy-going and love to have fun, but you can be irresponsible as well. You are not keen on serious discussions because they can make you remember that life isn't always about parties.
You strictly follow rules, and you expect other people to be the same as well. People can get tired of you easily, as you can make them feel a little guilty about themselves. You always make decisions on your own, and can be dismissive of other people's advice. You like to be the leader in groups, but can forget to be concerned about the people you are with.
Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?
Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.

and more//

You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

and more//

Your kindness is your charm - you are also gentle and sweet. Everybody likes to be around people with your personality. Like a psychologist, people like to talk to you to discuss their problems because you are proper and discrete, as well as confident. You look mature and people respect you. People with this kind of character are few and far between.

and more//

You value your friendships: 85%

You love your friends very much - so much so that it's actually quite a worry. You may not be able to cope very well when you do lose somebody's friendship. You are a very sensitive and fragile person, and are therefore likely to get upset easily. You care for your friends and are willing to do anything that they ask you to do. Sometimes this can make your friends think that you are a bit of a nuisance. Nevertheless, people do really love you because your highest priority is your friends.

and more//

When it comes to love, you fall in love very quickly and easily.
You give 50% to your relationship and expect to receive 50% in return.
If there is a problem in your relationship, you are able to confront it in an optimistic way and full of hope. You want to work it out right away, all by yourself.
You need lots of reassurance in your relationship. You'd like to see your loved one every day, if possible.
You accept your loved one the way they are. You don't expect him or her to change for you.
When you love someone, you don't tend to stay in love for a long time.

i wouldn't say which ones are true. there ARE some that are very true. well, that's up to you to figure that out.
;)

2006-01-09T17:35:00.000+08:00

presenting to you...

DEEP FRIED MARS BAR!

ok. it is so yummy. sold at far east level 1. the shop beside shi lin i think. check it out!

2006-01-06T23:41:00.000+08:00

ming ren went in yesterday.

kelvin went in today.

who's next?

met jiesung up yesterday. initially we wanted to catch Elizebeth Town, but there weren't any screenings at causeway point, plus i was an hour late to meeting her. hees. so in the end we just went for dinner at Food Junction (u-mian rocks). after that, we shopped around aimlessly. but nevertheless, we did a lot of updating on each other's life. oh. and she is darn sweet ok. she gave me a flower! she's always sweet! meeting up with her is always enjoyable! we'll be meeting again next week! *whees*

after that i rushed down to choa chu kang. caught a couple there. hahas. we had planned to go down to kel's house to give him a surprise but in the end, he wasn't at home so we had to go down to Lot 1 to find him. gave him a big surprise. think he was very shocked and happy. hahas. great planning by us. :))

oh. and in case your haven't noticed, photos for my new year holidays have been partially up.

and as i was scanning through my folders, i found these really nice neoprints done up by great scanning by mich. i supposed i haven't posted them up before, so there you go.

and a family photo on christmas eve.

finally. i'm done with the updates. i'm off to bed already!

nights//

2006-01-04T22:53:00.000+08:00

uhs. the previous entry was very wordy i know. photos will be up soon i promise.

and the latest update about my job. i'm now a *drum rolls*

DENTAL SURGERY ASSISTANT

*claps claps*

wahahahas. the headline is rather daunting. hehs. but it is actually a position that requires a lot of contact with blood. yea. scary but it is a very good insight to dentistry. i am learning a lot about that these days. i'm loving it.

2006-01-02T23:33:00.000+08:00

i seriously dislike people to keep nagging at me. tsks.

and i shall move on to blog now.

this holiday was simply spent so meaningfully and awesome.

`new year eve(31.12.2005)
we had a clique outing at marina square to celebrate jul's birthday in advance. full attendance. great! we chatted up a lot and laughed our heads off as usual. hahs. i totally love hanging out with this girls man. food at Changing Appetites was good.

after that i went to meet yimin, kel, ang, shengjie, zhen hong and weiyang for night cycling. i was supposed to meet them around 9 but was totally delayed for 1 plus hour because all the restaurants were packed like sardines and queues were stretching out to as long as 4metres. as a result, they took a double seat bike and met me up at Eunos mrt station. i was supposed to take the double bike with kel but i simple refused to. kel cannot be trusted. hahas. so instead, yimin went over to share the bike with kel. tee hee hee. and because of the huge delay caused by me, we had to speed down to esplanade as kelvin wanted to see the fireworks badly. wells, we managed to reach on the dot. *cheers* the fireworks were like WOW. the 'live' thing is actually more fascinating than what is usually shown on television.

and then, while on our way back to east coast, kel rode over something and punctured the tyres. like, hahas. that's it. but in the end, they took turns to jog there and i must really praise kel's stamina and sheng jie's skills. and then we had supper at geylang? got a surprise cake for ang because it was his birthday. i came up with it ok.and i suppose after dinner everyone was high, especially ang and sj. haha. they were cycling crazily in the middle of the road like nobody's business. hilarious. then we cycled back to east coast to return the bikes and headed home.

`new year day(01.01.2006)
i worked at suntec atrium. 1.5 rate what. hehs. after work, i decided to rush down to meet friends to club. Ministry of Sound.

i was late for meeting yilin for around 2 hours! felt so bad. i reached at around 11 and seek, hui zi, yilin, gimson and yiheng were already there. they bought alcohol from 7-11 because drinks inside were expensive. wells, i had to finish one bottle on my own but as usual, i could not make it, so yilin "helped" me instead. after we went in, and not soon after, seek was drunk. like, how fast?? hahas. but i think everyone was super high except yilin this time. (surprisingly) even i could feel myself a bit sei. lols. but it was superbly fun this time round. maybe we were slightly 'higher' thus we were able to dance freely and we even got up to the podium. yiheng danced on it for like an hour or so. and he got grinded. haha. all in all, it was a great experience because all of us enjoyed it thoroughly. yea? unfortunately, i got rashes all over the next day. it was a really bad case of rashes that was all over my body. grr. it lasted for two days. i am indeed allergic to alcohol. sighs.

`post new year(02.01.2006)
due to the clubbing the night before, i woke up late. i was supposed to meet them at 8.30a.m but i only woke up at 8.50a.m after they called me. and i was like, "eh. why you all call and wake me up. go yourself lah." hahas. i believed all of them got a shock. hehs.but still, i went down to meet them at around 9 plus. getting in to malaysia was rather smooth in the morning. yea. reached malaysia at around 11. i went to eat the potugese chicken and egg tart! it's such a gastronomic experience. oh, and did i mention i was their tour guide for the day? hahas. i rocks. (all of them agreed on that). after lunch, we split up to shop. i went with yimin while ang, kel and zhen hong went together. i bought a denim skirt at 70ringgit. cheap! i actually chanced upon a denim mickey shorts with the number 28 on it. but it costs 130ringgit. like how expensive lahs. but it is really really very very nice! i swear i'm going to get it the next time i go down to malaysia if it is still there! plus plus i'm going to get Levi's jeans. it's definitely cheaper down there. and puma sneakers! cheap too. i want to get everything! but my pay is only coming next week. sighs. ok, back to the trip. after shopping around at city square, i brought them down to plaza pelangi. there wasn't really anything much to shop around there but i still managed to get another two tops at a really low price. cheap! hahs.they guys bought a lot of things too. especially ang, who bought clothes for his relief teaching job. hahas. after that, we walked cum cabbed down to leisure mall. hahas. i brought them to walk around malaysia and they were simply too satisfied with my tour guiding skills. yea? we arcaded before catching a movie. The Chinese Tall Story. it was the only movie available. and it totally sucks man. don't even know what the hell it was talking about. me and yimin slept through the show and the seat was so OMG. and after the show, i wanted to bring them over to a hawker centre which sells alot of good foods. but i guess we were utterly suay. the hawker was under renovation and it was actually the first day. so in the end we settled on a bak kut teh shop nearby. ordered a few dishes and they tasted not too bad. then after eating, we rushed back down to city square because kel wanted to get a pair of shoes. fortunately. we could made it in time. and then, we went back. i brought them to walk across the causeway stretching 1.6km long. hahas. they simply loved walking around with me. hees. then, we parted ways at woodlands.

i just so love hanging out with my friends. especially them. they just made my holiday so lovely. louves.

2005-12-31T15:35:00.000+08:00

i want to blog. but i don't want to say it out.

HAHA.

2005-12-28T01:03:00.000+08:00

life's great.

chilling out with friends. especially old ones. despite the distance, despite the very tight schedule all of us are having now, we still managed to meet up and catch up on everything. yea. that's really great. i'm loving it. it's kind of funny how despite the drift-aparts we still can stand strong together, crap and more. i heart my old friends.

to: siewhui, yimin, jennifer,zhenhong,kelvin (whom i met up these few days)
There's a miracle of friendship that
dwells within the heart
And you don't know how it happens
or where it gets its start
But the happiness it brings you
always gives a special lift
Any you realize that friendship
Is God's most perfect gift.
-Anon.

on the other hand, i think i'm managing my time pretty well nowadays. balancing out between work and play. i am working very hard to earn money to keep up with my expenditures and i play hard too? although life has no motivation now, but still i like the way of spending what I earn now. i spend money like water, but at least i'm happy.

a lot of things have been bugging me. sometimes life is just too subtle. sighs.

2005-12-21T23:55:00.000+08:00

i just closed one chapter of my life that has been opened around two weeks ago.

2005-12-20T01:32:00.000+08:00

i ripped this off chichi's blog.

*TADAH
(but results are based on my own personal answers lah)

This Is My Life, Rated
Life:	5.6
Mind:	5.4
Body:	6.8
Spirit:	4.6
Friends/Family:	5
Love:	2.9
Finance:	5.2
Take the Rate My Life Quiz

2005-12-20T01:10:00.000+08:00

new job today was fun. worked as a frontdesk Patient Service Assistance at wdl dental polyclinic. time actually flies as compared to sales job. but still, when that time flies by, i think about IT again. i'm so freakingly pissed with myself.

SIGHS.

2005-12-17T00:06:00.000+08:00

i'm getting waay too dependent.

i hate it.

2005-12-15T13:27:00.000+08:00

my life is rather messed up now.

i don't know what i want.

maybe money. afterall it's the most important thing to everyone now.

sighs.

2005-12-01T23:58:00.000+08:00

wootsie*

i've finally dyed my hair in malaysia today! i don't know what colour it is but i know it is not black. grins. not that i dislike black but i wanted a change of hair colour. and i highlighted it. well, to say the truth, only one strand is fully highlighted because you see, i had to rush back for an interview, so everything was kind of in a big rush. however, i did managed to dye + highlight + treatment in two and a half hours time. whoa. that's very fast already because my hair actually takes a very long time to set the colour in and so the auntie could only keep steaming to speed up the process. and hell yes. i was also steaming with anger because the steamer (or what do you call that) was actually so hot that i kept on sweating and i practically sat under it for 2 hours? but not continuously of course because then, i wouldn't be here. and there'll be an article: "Girl faints due to overheating under the steamer." ok. that's not funny. teeheehee.

after that, i went down chinatown for an interview today. as usual, interviews. yupps. actually i'm not really keen in that job now, we'll see how. hahas. and i got a pair of shades there. those oversized style.

see it? it looks really oversized and funky right? i've already been eyeing that since monday while i was shopping around. and then i saw it at chinatown selling at a super low price and so i got it immediately without any hesitation. hahas. it's a worth it buy ok, plus plus it goes extremely well with my outfit today. and so i wore it to meet the girls. and they all burst out laughing when they saw my PUNK'D shades. yea i know, they're just jealous. hahas.

shopped around bugis(again) and town(again). sighs sighs. singapore is just so tiny puny small. they were all shopping around for prom stuffs. and for a moment, i thought that i didn't have to get anything. joke. and now i do realised that i need a pair of earrings, a bracelet and maybe shoes? help. i'll be so busy the next few days that i doubt i'll have the time to get decent stuffs. help.

oh yes yes. ah sim reminded me that on this day, two years back, we were all dancing merrily in Raffles Town Club. boy. it's already two years since and yet it all seemed so yesterday.

Tiara
a must-must have for all prom. great isn't it? to be seen around with this so princessy thing on your head. i'll definitely put that on one day. not this prom yet. haha. it's every girl's dream right?

AJC 2005 prom's theme: Mardi Gras
i've prepared eye masks for our class! it's got to be so extremely exciting! i hope someone wears this. it fits totally into our theme.

prom's coming. work's coming. pay's coming.

2005-11-30T23:46:00.000+08:00

chocolate of the year.

Made in Germany for the US Market! Okay, German's love to blend Corn Flakes with their chocolate - and it really works! Try a bar of this delicious Creamy Milk Chocolate with Crunchy Corn Crisps (Corn Flakes) mixed in. You'll be amazed AND hooked for life. These Bars are scored into perfect squares for convenient mouth-popping bites. Keep cool and dry. Warning: may contain traces of peanuts and/or other nuts.
NET WEIGHT 3.5 OZ (100g)

Ingredients: sugar, cocoa butter, dried cream, corn flakes, chocolate liquor, dried milk, dried whey, lactose, lecithin - an emulsifier, vanillin - an artificial flavoring.

2005-11-30T23:09:00.000+08:00

yay.

finally a day at home. cheers cheers! so i decided to go swimming with siew hui in the morning first at around 10a.m. and i swam for around 1 hour before getting out of the waters and realised how dark both of us had gotten even without the sun hanging over us. but on a second look, i still prefer to be tanned, or rather black than a semi-black-white skin colour. i came across this which i think looked rather cute. it's a swimming kind of logo. :)

and then i watched vcds at home. FINALLY i got a chance to sit down in front of the television and watch a serial. and i watched Starsky and Hutch, which is a very old show already but it was really hilarious! i really like Ben Stiller flicks. they simply tickle my funny bones a lot. and now i'm into this korean drama, Memories of Bali. siew hui says it's very nice so i decided to give it a shot.

Starsky and Hutch
Memories of Bali

plus plus. i'm going to dye my hair tomorrow! i am so excited about it. and i should be highlighting! yippees! :)(:

2005-11-30T00:52:00.000+08:00

wow. wow. wow.

this is just so stunning and awe-inspiring. i'm loving it!

had two groups of tuition today consecutively because they were at the same place, at the same house. ok. to sum it up, i was teaching a pair of siblings. i've always loved teaching tuition because it really puts my knowledge to good use and build up a stronger foundation. and yea, i wouldn't deny it. it's good money too!

i want to dye my hair as soon as possible. and highlight maybe?

and i want to sleep early too.

sleep/sleeep/sleeeep.

2005-11-29T00:09:00.000+08:00

greetings!

i went bugis to shop today with my cousin! bought so many things, ranging from bras to an off-shoulder shirt to earrings to watch! and i am so happy happy because this is what i call a shopping trip. fruitful and worthwhile. life has been great. watching vcds in the morning, followed by shopping in the noon to night. and of course, blogging at night. and i just suddenly got so solicitous about femme intimacy. and so i surfed around the net and got this pictures which i deem spellbinding!

drooling is it?

wet dreams tonight then! ;)

2005-11-27T00:54:00.000+08:00

today was bad. terrible! how bad a sales record. i guess i just had no sales luck. however, i'm going to try again tomorrow. i aim to sell at least 5 pairs.

PINHOLE GLASSES. anyone??

so cool and stylish rights? basically it's a tool to help improve your myopia problem, astigmatism or long-sightedness. ta da! miraculous right? let me explain.

When the pinhole lens is used, only rays c d e are allowed to form an image on the retina and no blur circle is present to block the clear image. Consequently, by using a lens with multiple pinholes, many focused images form on the retina and a clear, natural image is seen. Also, no effort is required from the eye muscles, as the only rays entering the eye are already in focus. Hence there is a dramatic consequential, relaxing effect.

and the benefits?

As we get into our 40's and 50's and presbyopia (inability to focus close) develops, pinholes provide a simple and inexpensive solution for reading or other close work.

Bifocals or trifocals are designed to provide a clear image only at fixed distances. Pinholes provide an improved image at ALL distances. In many applications, such as alternating between watching TV and reading, they can easily take the place of those very expensive prescription lenses that are so lucrative for the anti-consumer eye doctor/optical industry alliance.

Multi-focal lenses provide a continuously variable curve that is supposed to give good vision at all distances. In reality, the distortion on either side of the center line is considerable and often too great for comfortable use. Pinholes eliminate this problem.

There is no need to continually throw away old glasses and buy new, stronger ones. Unless the pinholes break, they can be used an entire lifetime.

While pinholes are not as cheap as off-the-rack reading glasses, they are considerable cheaper than individual prescription glasses. For example, a person who is a little nearsighted but only needs clear distant vision for occasional TV viewing would find pinholes a cheaper solution than prescription glasses.

Off-the-rack reading glasses have the same lens power in each lens. Some people find these cheap glasses unsuitable because the refractive error in each eye is not the same. Pinholes are ideal for such people because these glasses do not require a similar refractive error in each eye.

There is a pincushion effect when looking through the edges of prescription glasses. That is, straight lines appear curved. This disturbing effect does not occur with pinholes.

When you lay prescription glasses down improperly, they can easily get scratched at the center of the lens, the very area you have to look through. Scratching pinholes has no effect on their performance.

Pinholes do not have to be cleaned of fingerprints and other marks that affect vision.

Many parents will not allow their children to use bifocals to reduce the stress of close work because such glasses are for "old people." Pinholes are an easier thing to accept because they are the same for all ages.

Many people who have had corneal surgery find that their night vision has permanently deteriorated. Glare is a problem. They see halos and "starbursts" around lights. Even in normal home lighting they have problems so that they get in the habit of turning on as many lights as possible in order to get a small pupil and reduce the visual problems. Pinholes, either conventional or Snap-ons, can deliver the same small pupil without increasing the electric bill.

Children with special needs often use only their peripheral vision, and pinhole glasses help them concentrate on detail better. It has been found that the pinhole glasses help improve acuity and central macular vision. One nationwide organization that deals in child development uses pinhole glasses on a regular basis for this purpose.

Aniridia is the complete or partial absence of the iris; polycoria is having more than one pupil in a single iris; and albinism is the lack of normal pigmentation. All of these abnormalities may be aided with pinhole lenses.

In cases of retinal separation, unnecessary motion of the eyeballs should be avoided. This can be accomplished by blocking all but the central pinholes, forcing the user to turn the head rather than the eyes.

to purchase, call 94774749!

2005-11-26T02:31:00.000+08:00

anyways just surfed around and got here.

omg. she's out? i thought she kind of stood out. mostly because of her character?

and personally, my faves for this contest!

Nicholas Zhao Zhi Rong. part-time model. nice charisma.

Lincoln Khoo Qi Ming. cute. but looks quite strange when he smiles. 8-)

2005-11-26T02:04:00.000+08:00

er. BUSY BUSY BUSY.

i've been busy everyday. be it going out or slouching around at home, i'm busy everyday. i'm just so lazy to even pack up my room. it's still in the same state as the 'A's epoch. and shopping around everyday is just so tiring. and i have to keep dragging my feet. been shopping around town yet, i still haven't touched far east. sighs. i'm going bugis on monday. work this weekend? or probably saturday only. just for a short update.

and a few outdated pictures that were taken on thursday? i wore spectacles because my eyes weren't feeling good. they were red. help.

jul's camera was lousy. or should i say seek's skills were bad. *ponders

i sort of dislike taking pictures with people who are shorter than me. because you see, i have to bend slightly. haha.

posers. quite a look-alike right? except that we had more clothes on. gee.

i'm off to bed. zzZz.

2005-11-11T12:59:00.000+08:00

lalala.

i'm all set to retake GP man. alas. poverty didn't come out. what a great disappointment. and paper 2 summary aq was another goner. everything's GONE.

each day as i sat in my seat, i told myself that i have to do better for the paper tomorrow. but the paper just got harder each day. getting harder to breathe. suffocated. all of a sudden there is this A's phobia. i'm just wondering which day i'll just scream when i open the paper to realise that there's not even a shit inside on i learnt. wells. at least i gathered from this week's papers: study whatever you think is not important because what comes out in A's are those that you very least expected. irony. maybe A's is not a test of intelligence, but rather a test of endurance and just plain LUCK. gosh. i should have done that question today. at least i think i won't be feeling this way now. and as i keep telling people to stop thinking about the paper because it's already over, here i am. still stuck in the dark realms of yesterday's paper. irony. i want to get A for all my subjects, but here i am - blogging. irony. i thought that A's was nothing more than another prelims but A's was worse. irony.

on a lighter note, i think that there's still an inkling of hope that i might get A for maths.

i hope.

sakae fad

2005-10-31T23:44:00.000+08:00

went to school today for a futile trip. BRR. i hate those irresponsible and mighty-know-all people who exert their superior weights on us and think that we have to accomodate to them too. wth. just tell me why so. we're all plain homo sapiens.

but after that went to sakae buffet with van,yilin and sh. hahaha. yupp. AGAIN. i've finally meet the target of 300bucks for a VIP sakae membership. so any appointments with me in future will be held at Sakae. hahaha.

i just came back from mac. think it's really conducive because i finished a Phy timed prac.

wells. i found this!

it's me ok. how very cute!

2005-10-30T23:29:00.000+08:00

i forgot to blog about my sakae visit on friday noon.

and here's a short menu of what i ate. but i ate more than what's on the menu. hee. and i graded those that i ate. take a look!

the buffet is so worth it! $16 bucks for students only! comes with a complimentary buds ice-cream(lava brownie and green tea was so yummy), 2 portions of watermelon and a bowl of ramen. what's more, unlimited plates of sushi except premium red plates. omg. gastronomic experience. i really ate to the brim of my mouth. gee. but it was my breakfast + lunch + dinner.

oks. it's my vampy showtime again! =))

2005-10-30T14:17:00.000+08:00

i scanned through some blogs and realised very few people are blogging nowadays. seems like an exodus from the internet. A's is really impactful.

i wanted to change my blogskin but in the end settled on this because i couldn't fix one nice one despite being at the computer for hours. sighs. i'll make one really nice one after A's.

i just finished a GP essay and i'm now going to time for a maths paper 1.

books are fun.

2005-10-29T23:22:00.000+08:00

my new blogskin. how is it? tee hee hee.

2005-10-24T16:20:00.000+08:00

1. ARE YOU OVER 18? - on the dot.
2. WHAT IS THE WALLPAPER ON YOUR CELLPHONE? - a ship.
3. DID YOU GET ENOUGH SLEEP LAST NIGHT? - i suppose.
4. FIRST THING YOU THOUGHT ABOUT THIS MORNING WHEN YOU WOKE UP? - continue sleeping?
5. WHAT DO YOU HAVE AT YOUR BEDSIDE? - softies,alarm clock,a big birthday card, tweety balloon and handphones.
6. EVER TRIED TO SKIP MEAL? - yupp.but ended up eating more the next meal.
7. GRILLED OR FRIED? - fried without FATS.
8. WHAT MAKES YOU UNIQUE ? - being loud?
9. ARE YOU AFRAID OF THE DARK? - definitely.
10. FAVORITE HANGOUT? - 2804 homeroom.and my house.
11. 3 THINGS YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT? - family friends tweety bird.
12. FIRST THING YOU WILL BUY IF GIVEN 1 THOUSAND DOLLARS? - some clothes.
13. FAVORITE SONG WHEN YOU'RE SLEEPY? - lullaby.
14. WHAT ARE YOU AFRAID OF? - any creature that crawls,jumps,slide, run or whats not.
15. ARE YOU A GIVER OR TAKER? - taker? i do give sometimes.
16. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES? - r square(self-proclaimed)
17. WHAT IS YOUR DAD'S MIDDLE NAME? - say
18. MOST RECENT MOVIE THAT YOU WATCHED? - april snow. i cried like shit. BAH.
19. IF YOU WERE INVISIBLE FOR A DAY, WHAT WOULD YOU DO? - blog.
20. STUCK ON A DESERTED ISLAND & COULD HAVE ONLY ONE KIND OF FOOD FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE,WHAT WOULD IT BE? - anything that is melted. chocs, ice-cream, peanut waffle. i'm drooling.
21. FAVORITE T.V. COMMERCIAL? - pepsi. (jerry yen)
22. IF YOU'LL DIE TOMORROW, WHAT WILL YOU DO? - cry.
23. FIRST THING YOU'LL SAVE IN A FIRE? - my I/C. i wouldn't want the hassle of remaking one.
24. YOUR EYE COLOR - black. i wished it were yellow.
25. WHAT ARE THE THINGS YOU ALWAYS BRING? - cash. handphone.
26. WHAT DID YOU WANNA BE WHEN YOU WERE A KID? - teacher.
27. WHAT DO YOU USUALLY DO WHEN THE CLOCK TURNS 7 AM? - off the snooze and sleep on.maybe that's why i'm always late.
28. THE COLOR OF YOUR BEDSHEET? - pink and white.
29. WHO DO U WANT TO MEET? - jerry yen.
30. HOW'S LIFE TODAY? - great! i'm on schedule.

2005-10-23T23:25:00.000+08:00

Ritz apple strudel gave me an impetus to gobble it all down. yes. one whole loaf of it. it's so finger-licking good!

what a beautiful day. i finished a physics paper 1 and 2! cheers! BUT. that's all. because i was busy. watching television. and my relatives popped around. instantly my house became a gathering place for all, only that my parents were not around. what an irony.

and i'm still ever intrigued by my baby cousin. well. he's not exactly still a baby, but i still regard him as a baby because he's so utterly adorable. as the adults were happily yakking away and my dear brother was hogging the computer all day, he came to me. looked in my face and said,"you want to play hide-and-seek with me?" i was like: play hide-and-seek in MY house? haha. and well. i said NO because i was doing the only timed practice today. that disappointed him thoroughly. then i started chatting with him and he was blabbering on and on about his online game. what maple c and fishing game. i wanted to try out the fishing game but couldn't navigate around.

it made me wonder how life is simple, YET wonderful. A's is days away but i'm already looking forward to after A's activities!

and i'm watching vampy show now! i think she's so pretty! drop-dead gorgeous looks. killer legs!

i wish good luck to everyone out there. especially to those in Africa fighting against poverty and starvation. to the avian flu. please scram. don't create a pandemic here again. and to my friends, study very hard!

louves.

2005-10-16T23:04:00.000+08:00

look! i excavated this very cool website from ben's blog!

i like my days now. numbered. but very enriching. hahas. numbered in the sense that it is nearing A's. enriching as in i'm learning new things everyday! and i am sticking very closely to my planned timetable everyday but there're still some topics i cannot follow up. still, i am finishing around 2 topics a day. is that very little? but i am contented. =)

and i revised GP today. did a SAJC prelims timed-practice and went through. and i learnt that we are living in an egalitarian society! 3 cheers for that!

i have a date with vampire now!

whizzed off*

2005-10-15T22:38:00.000+08:00

what i am going to say next is stupefying.

the world today has been hallmarked by natural disasters. and Singapore is going to be the next victim of this fiasco. struck terribly by the next big thing - tsunami. like WOW. we're all going to die soon. will it strike before A's?

ha.ha.

but it will most probably not strike so soon.

believe it or not.

just learn to treasure everyone around you now.

sighs*

:: farewell ::

2005-10-14T23:24:00.000+08:00

guess today was farewell for many schools. and ours was marked by presentations and performances.

two years flew past just ike that and stepping into AJC seemed only yesterday. all of a sudden, i want to continue having lessons. to continue fooling around in school. to continue eating malay stall.and to continue on what has already been a routine for two years. but it all seems impossible now. i guess i'm gonna miss my class, my girlfriends, and my teachers terribly.

what happened these two years proved to me that where humans prevail, true friendships exist.

and so photographs were the only evidences of togetherness down the road. it didn't matter if we will be going separate ways or living different lives. but at this very moment, we are together, as one class.

and the many friendships we have encountered will be more that just these pictures.

my class, my friends and my teachers wove a beautiful picture for my AJ days. and for that, i thank all of them.

on a bulkier note. A's is drawing nearer and nearer. but i'm still not in any mood to chiong, much as i want to get straight As.

went to Sakae for dinner tonight.it's been a long time since i last went there already and it was so filling and palatable!

i'm going to sleep because i have to wake up early to study. but i haven't decided on the venue to study. someone please ask me out.

sighs.

a quote from miss chan: there will always be sunshine after the rain.

:: an entry ::

2005-10-09T19:17:00.000+08:00

finally my sis brought her labby home from her hostel.

finally an update.

on friday night i went to airport for a studyover. started at around 10p.m and ended at around 4p.m the next day. that's like around 18 hours. and it was a gastronomic experience. i was eating like practically every hour. be it biscuits, sweets or dinosaur jellies, my mouth was exercising non-stop. but it's an experience. i wouldn't comment on the effectiveness but it wasn't that bad though. i finished some maths papers and discussed chem. oh well. it wasn't that bad afterall. only that i felt rather lethargic.

post prelims activities were fun. a quick recap.

well. that's all. it'll be quite some time before i will be blogging again. but i'll try to.

best of luck to everyone*

:: PARTY ::

2005-09-18T12:54:00.000+08:00

and i just came back from mac. was sort of chased out because they were going to have a party there. like PARTY again. and i went there for less than an hour only. how great. things are not going my way. i want to finish so many many topics today yet there's so many many tv shows today. i think i'll do some quick read-throughs.

there i go*

:: gravity ::

2005-09-18T10:31:00.000+08:00

i think gravity is pulling harder nowadays. because all our weight is gaining like mad now.

and i think prelims is ending soon. yayys.

:: post-prelims ::

2005-09-16T13:40:00.000+08:00

i'm just starting on statistics. well. i DID finish ONE chapter of probability just now. and i took the whole morning. because i was using the computer and studying at the same time. haha. the computer is a big source of distraction indeed.

weet. i'm going to meet up with jac later. she finished her papers today and she's meeting me! she loves to see me. haha.

and in 5 more days. i'll finish my prelims. and look what i'm going to do.

but for more. prelims is still priority!

:: longest ::

2005-09-15T20:08:00.000+08:00

today's physics wasn't that intractable but still i screwed up. AARGHS. i don't want to just pass this prelims. i want to pass with distinctions. but i wonder if i'll even pass.

and i caught The Longest Yard today! i love movies so much. that's a great show, catch it ok?

i have to get back to books again. but i'm real tired. i'll see how then.

nights.

:: headaches ::

2005-09-14T22:01:00.000+08:00

today's paper was quite ok. not easy.

as usual, i don't know how to do reaction kinetics questions. urghs. and transition questions were nuts.

organic chem was sorta a breeze because there were a lot of 'reagents,conditions' kind of questions. it's either you know it or you don't. hopefully i got all correct because i studied organic chem only at 5.30a.m.

headaches are killing me. think i've not been gathering enough sleep. but i took a 4 hour nap this afternoon and mummy made me a glass of fresh orange juice with salt. works wonder. try it out if you have headaches.

oks. back to physics. i have around 20 topics more to revise? hahas

wish me luck.

:: and.. ::

2005-09-13T18:05:00.000+08:00

and my blog is shrinking as everyone can see.i dunno why.

and my world is spinning as everyone can feel.

and my maths paper was totally killer! well. not that i didn't study for it. it might be. but the paper was atrocious. so undo-able that when i added up all the marks for the questions i attempted, (assuming i got full marks for all) it wasn't even enough to pass.

and i've thought over it. there's no point studying so hard for the papers right? when you know schools will definitely set stuffs that will demoralise us alot.

and so all we have to do for prelims is just relax and try to do as much as we can right? ultimately we're aiming for A's!

woahs. what a wonderful theory.
*claps claps

but i still have to study, of course. so off i am to chemistry.

shoo.