lalala.

i'm all set to retake GP man. alas. poverty didn't come out. what a great disappointment. and paper 2 summary aq was another goner. everything's GONE.

each day as i sat in my seat, i told myself that i have to do better for the paper tomorrow. but the paper just got harder each day. getting harder to breathe. suffocated. all of a sudden there is this A's phobia. i'm just wondering which day i'll just scream when i open the paper to realise that there's not even a shit inside on i learnt. wells. at least i gathered from this week's papers: study whatever you think is not important because what comes out in A's are those that you very least expected. irony. maybe A's is not a test of intelligence, but rather a test of endurance and just plain LUCK. gosh. i should have done that question today. at least i think i won't be feeling this way now. and as i keep telling people to stop thinking about the paper because it's already over, here i am. still stuck in the dark realms of yesterday's paper. irony. i want to get A for all my subjects, but here i am - blogging. irony. i thought that A's was nothing more than another prelims but A's was worse. irony.

on a lighter note, i think that there's still an inkling of hope that i might get A for maths.

i hope.

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