i just walked out off da bathrooom. saat on da chair and started bloogingg. man.i din bloog ysd.damnn tired. i sensedd rejection ysd.din really feeel goood.instead i felt reaal bad. oh.i pon-ed CO yesterdae.felt damnn guilty.i wanted to goo de. seriously wanted to. but.cuz king leaving le so..ysd was sorta lyk da las meeting? farewell nigght. sobs. hahs. mee n sh go eat porridge. we ordered codfish,loong beans n peanuuts. ooh.and we happily ate,not knoowing we had ordered CODFISH! boy. thn king came. we forced himm to eat one bowl of porridge cuz we ordered fer himm. hehs. when da bill camme, we PENGS. aww. 17bucks fer all that!!! thn.we realised we ordered codfish.but,it was niceee larhs. now i noe how tasty n ex sherry is! hahas. sluurps. thn,we went pool fac to plaay poool.with siewhui,mingren n king.and thn came bb n my brudder!we toook twoo tables but after that we mixed aroound larhs. whoas! mingren's skills.tsk tsk. awwsoome. hrms.i improved too tho all is tycoo de.hehs. unbelievable!!!i won ah sim, bb and king!!! woots. oh ya,bb owes king a kissss. *smuaCks. thn we sat outsidee poool fac.deciding on a place to goo eat.yump yump. king keep saaying he needa go hoome cuz he haven pack baag.and we kept asking him to staay.but in vain. so ya,he accompanied uss to da foood centre. we waalkedd there, we taalked. thn we reached da food centre. next was king's departure. when mingren toook out his hand and wanted to shake king goodbye with a takkaire,i couldnt taake it anymoore. i turned n caalled my sis but she wasnt in. hais. thn i pei king waalk to da buss stoop. kept asking himm to go out on sunday. aye.thn dunno why, i suddenly say orh,byebye.thn i turned. tears ran down. swiftly. uncontrollably. lucky sh and mingren were around.if not i will be wandering around bukit timaah food centre with reed eyes. i thought abt all da tyms we speent together.those were my besst tyms. truely,ive never regretted having this brudder.greatest brudder eveer man!hugs.but da tot of himm leaving fer 2 yearss at a tym.i jusst couldnt accept itt.suddenly i regretted not spending moore tym with him.not talkking moore with himm.for quarrelng so muuch with himm.tearss jus kept floowing. and flowing. after around 15min??hahs. my eyes becaame better and i went bac to jooin em. we ate. thn we chatted aboout alota stuufs. like opening an aircraft coompany,where i caan be da designer,sh da psychiatrist to psycho ppl to join.hahs.it waas lamee but funny.thn they plaayed indian pooker.nicee.fuun.hahs. it was llyk da same old daays.suprisingly we are all froom o2.meaning o2 ppls are da moost bonded de.yeas.grizzlers roocks. mingren din look happy.i dunno why.but he say he is.so ya,hoope so larhs. ah sim crapped aloot tooo as compaared to in schoool.he saaid he liked to ton at hoome.and play by himself(scissors,paper,stoone).interesting.bb was darn laame tooo.soomehow we manaaged to tuune in soome frequency together ysd night.hahs. we waited at da buss stop fer busses to goo home. 961 drivers are blind.i sweaar. it drove paast uss.man.we haad to waait fer another 15min before there was another 961. we plaayed pooker on da buss. upoon reaching wdl interchange, sh went to taake 912, mingren n i toook 913. thn mingren offered to send mee home.how nice.hahs.meybe cuz i waas telling him how scaared i was to goo hoome allone.lols.but he's still nice larhs. reached hoome at aroound 1.haven reached hoome so laate fer soo loong le. today... went to chinatown with my faamily.went shooping for new clothes. hell.daamn lot of pppl.could hardly walk.haate gg out on suuch days larhs. went OG chinatown.bought 4 tops n 1 bottom. nice. theree were soo maany nice clothes out there man!i wanna buuy all!! hees thn went to eat at 9+ went hoome after thaat.online.chatted.felt rejected again.and sleepy noow. no aims fer these few daays cuz confirmed caannot be accomplished. cheeerios. i will miss king loads.i mean it.
Saturday, January 22, 2005